元旦快到啦
我今天为了补偿星期一的假，得上一天的班
办公室里还有挺多的人，可是也有挺多人修了假，比如我的经理，老板等。
郁闷世啦！圣诞节上了班，星期六又要上班。。。
他们说，“Lady Luck 是个善变的人”，我自己听了，觉得挺对的。
平安夜和圣诞天，还玩的挺开心的。可是今天又要上班，然后明天准备去澳门过元旦，
要坐4hr的车哦！听嘛啊！
还要过两个星期，就要发工资了，可是。。。我一直在想，为什么每个月的
工资发了，我就花得很多呢？

by gawd its fucking boring day .... I feel damn retarded typing in chinese ....
for those of you who know me well, I get random and spontaneuos when I'm bored, so BEAR with me.

And I bloody must go get some earphones soon, cause the ones I have right now are freaking spoilt (like one piece working, one piece not working .... so yea, I'm having a good time in one ear and in my right ear -nada-!

And I tot I was my friend...
today must go back to work cause Monday they letting us off.
So the saying which goes "there is no free lunch/ offdays" is true :D

btw, whats with all this BS... phone tagging is gay hahas

Happy B'Lated My Frend and Saviour

Short descriptions this time I promise. This post lags back to last Friday 21st of December 2007, where my SURREALISTIC LONGGGG weekend started and ended on christmas day yesterday 11+pm.

Why am I grabbing this drink like a wuss??? Cause its freaking 15deg's or lower down there, and the drink was actually heated (they actaully have mini heaters like mini refrigerators) so yes, my first time drinking a hot beverage from a plastic straw from a carton.

Xmas for me started off with the China Mobile Xmas party on Friday, good food, OK performances, but best of all, the chocolates !!

After Friday, I went over to Stoven's (colleague) home town in the farming areas for farm stay. My God, this was REALLY memoriable!
In the city, many people do not have homes - in the farms, many homes do not have people!

The best gift I brought out I guess, was Mao's little red book, it was lying about in one of the houses, and it was dated 1966! Wordings have yet to be deciphered :PThis is a well which used to be where people drew water from, the water is actually luke warm!

Haha! I like this one, its a classic! Freaking brick wall infront of the window...


Gas you say??? Forget it, they still use dried leave and wood, not even charcoal.
Fresh fish! It jumped out of the tub, so I took a photo of it b4 putting it back in

Fresh LIVE street chicken! They actually roam free in one of the huts which Stoven's family owns. This one just got its neck ...


Separating the chaff from the grain and the good grain from the bad grain! This ancient device was used by his parents once?

Xmas Eve

Xmas - Both the eve and the xmas day was SUPERB! very happy, I can't complain.

Xmas night itself was the best, will definitely rembmer this for a long time to come.. heres my self photoing while on one of the rides in the theme park ! Alas, I fulfilled my wish this Xmas -> die die must not spend it alone :)

Yes, as you can see, Im still alive an kicking, enough to be standing up to take a photo (i mean have my photo taken lar). This is my home/ place that I stay and will be staying in.
Anyway, had another smashing weekend - in ShenZhen and Hong Kong. First ate at this place which serves very nice dim sum, but EXPENSIVE nonetheless............... but hey, I can't get free lunches all the time, goto foot the bills if I want to enjoy.

I think i looked quite retarded taking photos of the stuff around me.. like eh, wth takes pictures of food and stuff.. but well, I have no shame :P

And its me again, this time smiling. cause why>>>?? THE FUCKING food infront of me is MUCH nicer then the pigs swill CRUT shit they serve at the company canteen.... totally... like I've said so many times... If I goto live in this place for MY WHOLE LIFE, I would die... totally just utterly DIE.... ofcourse depending on my pay lar and family etc.. i may not die..
We headed down to Dong Men, a certain chinaman who brought me around here should know about it (right alan ..) I got my SIM card from here last time, and I am still like using it now... freaking overseas card... (consider overseas cause I do not live in SZ, but in anohter town). Ate the 余头牛奶冰。。 like omg omg omg... dman nice, but still can beat HZ's 豆碗's version.. the serving here is like very poor, not in terms of quantity, but in terms of presentation... but I guess it still tastes alright. Yam , which reminds me of mums BorBor Cha Cha and Orh Ni and Macdonalds Yam Pie and BK's Taro Pie... shit man then theres CARROT CAKE!!! (not ang moh chai tao kuei, but the traditional singaporean one mind you). then with chai tao kuei comes

CKTIAO!!!!!!! omg add HAM!!!! then with that comes !! ORH JIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. wa liew shit brings back memories (who can forget hokkien mee ....)and the list goes on pls...
Oh... i took this cause its a freaking sad sight... i mean like a nice piece of art kena 摧'ed... into a rubbish dump... u definitely dun see this shit in places like Rome, or europe for that matter... I mean even back home in FMPS/FMSS/NP (my schools) I don't see such sad sights .... not to the water cooler's atleast..
And omg... this dog was like ONE FAT FUCK.. freaking can eat someone up sia.. like sit on you you chui liao (i mean not on me lar, on someone smaller)... fat and hairy fuck, like the nick name we gave it 小肥狮... small fat lion...

He wasn't really bothered by me though nor was he bothered by me taking photos of him at such close proximity. Not even a hint of curiousity, he just sat there like a statue, like a good DOG.


And yea, we had seafood for dinner!!!!!! But ok thats enough yapping.. HK was on Sunday, but I did not take any photos, was too busy admiring civilisation in all its glory..... one thing I can sae though, WHICh I HAVe been DYING to sae... is that at the check point (and this is no joke), the china side uses darker light bulbs... which like gives it a darker glow as compared to HK... like u can literally see the contrast as u walk through the border...zzzz

What I learnt thus far... ...
The world is a cruel and cold place...
its at times like this, that I am REALLY thankful, for the friends that I have .
Today, I discovered that I got fried... and at the same time, I fried the wrongly...
The feelings are overwhelming...

Turn to God? Many a times I have asked myself this question...

sometimes, I dunno wher I am anymore... I turn to God when I am in need.. pray to him when I am lonely.. but that is just wrong... in any r/s, we share the good times and the bad.. why do I only share the bad times with someone whom I supposedly love so much? And at times, save me, I have even cursed Him.....

I guess this is one of the many questions of my life that I must answer... Alex my CG leader, though you will probably NEVER read this, your random sms's asking me where to meet, and where I am (though you probably sms'ed the wrong kenneth, has had an effect on me, I openly/blogly thankyou for this).

I checked into my first hotel last night... she was impressed... my wallet wasn't.
Went to ShenZhen to meet croc and his friend (I TOT I WAS HIS ONLY frend :P ok tt sounded gay... he is my cousin btw.)

I tot he was my frend... I went over DanShui, where he lives/work, then met hunter and frend WHICH freaking overdue for 2weeks... and when I returned, he kun liao.... call/sms/bang the door also no reply... so yea.. 1X hotel 新郦晶。。。

We shopped, and ate and had a wow of a time there, another great weekend I guess. Had a HELL of a great time on TGIF too, (though like a load of ACCOUNTS await my settlement) when I return to office on monday, like what a certain capital in Australia once said "we are smiling in the face of adversity:P" and I was indeed, even laughing at it :P

Today we go to Hong Kong, like FINALLY :P, which means every 2 weeks I goto go in and out, as my visa cancels the moment I leave this country. We will see what happens.

A great day awaits, and more story's of my devilicious ploys await to materialise (and like CHIPS please :P I miss all of you people.... kiwi,brain,hollowman,kh,Rob,tami,sjh,nananna,vonne,sit,COD... and the list goes ON and ON... I dying inside to see u all [peanut too hehe, and u tot i was ur frend :P] :) )


OH, btw, the part about she was impressed is bullshit... Im not so 随随便便。。.. (but my goddamn wallet and the check room was true...)

Had a SUPERB weekend with Dad and croc at ShenZhen.
Now I know why I liked SZ so much in the first place.... so much shopping to do, so little time..
GZ main shopping street (up down 9), I guess till takes the cake for best shopping street (as compared to SZ's Dongmen). However, SZ had this new place called Coco Park, which had jusco and other shoping centres in it. Sort of reminded me of Millenia Walk as I walked through the shopping malls was quite therapeutic.

Then THANKS to my mum... who gave a load of winter cloths to my dad to birng to me... end up I had to extra carry a paper bag... ontop of my already heavy 8.5kg bagpack... But I got what I needed/ wanted.

Chinese compatible HPhone
Belt
Trechcoat
Gloves

So I guess it was still a productive weekend.

EVERYTHING is falling apart and yet somethings are falling together !

Today, I dreamnt that I was unable to finish my projects on time, WHICH btw, I have time AND time again hated (but Tami did advice me that creating movies was after all fun and one of the things I liked doing), so I decided that I would take that angle on it. Anyway, I dreamnt that I was unable to finish it within this week, only to wake up and find out that I was unable to finish it this week....

Dads coming over for the weekend "monthly" visit, which means good food, good shopping, fun time good hotels and building up the weight which I lost and the hotel happy hours..... I guess a surrealistic weekend awaits me, though I have to walk with myself in hell before then. Then on Thursday, theres the Bdae party of hunter's PRC army frend, WHICH I hope does not fall through... atleast there is some massive drinking and partying awaiting (though I'm still dying inside for the King's place Xmas party WHICH I will never attend in person [even if i literally die], I mean, dun think his parents would want a corpse in the house :P) ..... SO thats about it.

Days pass fast these past 3 weeks, and I find myself more and more busy (sometimes I even start work before 9am, ofcourse Im not doing that now as Im blogging ). But its a good sign, atleast I'm busy... only thing is, everytime I look forward to a supposedly smashing weekend ahead, or think of anything other then work, work comes back to mind.... I feel its like before the exams when I just cannot watch TV, movies, talk to frends etc etc etc. and not think of work...zzz thats life I guess, and there is nothing much I can do about it.

Like I always sae -> This is my life, and that is what I do. (I think the "I am a carpet" statement I used to use alot to my closer friends is just bullshit and vaguely pathetic, this one is pathetic too, but atleast its not as bad as the carpet hehe)

-OUT-

CHONG MAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I would have gone far... yes I would have...
Lucky I did not buy that shoe ...

nice guys finish last... sometimes I think they dun even finish.....

I dunno wth Im saying cause Im high from a jug of JD+coke.........

AND i TOT my colleagues was my frend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all dun wanna go out one :P

When you see ambulance crew relac one corner... you know thats no longer a good sign....
Communists bas***ds.... want me pay money to shoot the lousy SKS... no way man hahas.

Another BORING Friday...zzzz

SMSed 10 ppl, only 2 replied, later I realised that I was using my china number, and I had forgotten to introduce my name :P hehe so actually only 1 replied (the other one knew it was me :P) YOu know who you are, thanks for brightening up my otherwise uneventful Friday :P PEanut, you too!

So this week was a slam... Saturday and Friday (last) was one of THE greatest days of my time in China (alas, perhaps up to this point of my life ??? Its not THE greatest, but will definitely leave a memory in my mind :P). OK so that was it, then this week I was also quite on the ball, quite busy, days passed rather fast... and I thought I was on the ball liao... suddenly boss dump a pile of work on me ... (and I tot u were my boss...)..zzzz Its like Im trying to clear the big stuff, and here I have small ticks sucking the life blood out of me hahas. But yea... pretty much wasted much of my previous weeks here, so I guess I'm paying back for lost time now.

A8 was alright, and I was ALONE... got myself a bottle of GreatWall... like chui one lar... but atleast it comes with free 7up :P though I think mixing it sux.. that was the HIGHLIGHT of my day...